Hi people, long time no see

My life is pretty boring right now. There's always something to do, and no time for doing it. I've won my firsts red grades (red grades: bad grades) and it's all because i'm to tired to do anything well... and sometimes i don't feel like going to classes. As i've said beffore, maybe if i was 18, but now it's just too much sometimes.

In the cosplay area, i've debuted Sheryl at least (pics) and i won the first place overall of Cosplay Reunion with it, and also a new vacant for Yamato Cosplay Cup in Brazil for next year. I'm remaking the whole costume for that competition. Also i did a Ragnarok GM costume for the lulz.

I spend mostly all my time in my regained fanatism for Take That, visiting forums and so. I was such a great fan when i was little, i've cryied like a baby when they split up (in 1996) and now i'm so happy listening they new albums. I so need to pay my debts to buy them, not because i didn't have the money but because i need a credit card to buy them outside Chile because the new cds aren't onto our music stores. The company doesn't seem to be interested on Chile. I joined the southamerican fanclub too, the girls are so sweet and funny, i've laughed like mad with some threads of their forum (link).
And even when i still love Robbie, i'm starting to re-love Mark as when i was a child-preteen... This thing of being single is killing me hahahaha
It's another way of love, If you put this simple, i'd like to have a husband like Markie but a friend with benefits like Rob xD. Oh and those guys that i really never paid attention of when i was younger... yeah, the guys that danced... THEY'RE SO FREAKING HOT RIGHT NOW! I don't know if now i appreciate them because i'm older and sexy dancing turns me on or what but they're really,really hot. I'd like to hire Jay as model for my fashion brand later, he's like a fashion sketch walking by his own. I'm SO hiring him... when i grow up (lol?)

And that's my life... hnm... i need something to put this life to work again, but i can't define what's that "something" yet... Maybe some love? dunno. I feel weird about being single for this much time (let me think.. almost 8 months!? no wai), but i don't feel like loving somebody anyway. I prefeer to be child-like and daydream about meeting TT IRL , hanging out with them and having an affair with Mark (even when he haves a GF and two children... IS NOT DEAD as my mom says) than searching for a new BF, mostly because i don't know anybody that can suit the "job" and  i don't have time or chances to meet new people that suits it. I need somebody that's more normal than me, or even not that nerd as my friends. I'm starting to feel weird about my nerdism too, maybe it's time to change into a more common person, i don't know (or maybe I already started to change?)

tl;dr, good night

I finally started studying again. Why i didn't choosed this career before! god, i so love it.
I'm happy as hell drawing again... i hadn't made a "well done" single sketch in like... years. And now i have 2 sheets of sketchs of human figures.... and i'm still finishing the third
I just can't wait to give them some "flesh"... and clothes *o*, very fashion ones.
I'm so happy.... there's a bunch of people that doesn't understand me and still keeps thinking about me giving up the career in 2 or 3 weeks. But no, i'm very convinced now. This is not like journalism, i already know in what i can work when i finish, and everything like that,,,

The only sad thing is that maybe i'll need to stop cosplay for a while due my study overcharge, but nah, i know that i can manage my time and make everything i can. I promise.

uh and i gained 7 kilos in this summer *jeez* i'm taking my pills again and tomorrow i'llo sign up onto pilates on my institute. It's for free and i can go so easily because is just before a class.

I can't wait to make my first skirt *o*!

in the other side, maybe i'm going to cosplay Hungary soon >_< (chibitalia's dress) Damn Hetalia... i'm so in love of it... And how annoying can be a fandom? sometimes i just can't stand the yaoi fangirls appearing in EVERYTHING. There's no safe anime right now.

And i'm more in love of Maylene from Kuroshitsuji now that i know her background. She's great!

God, this is TOO great to be real...
Today, here was a concert of Kageyama, Endoh and Cruz, some of the members of the JAM project (lucky me, the ones i like...) And Felipe, one of my friends, invited me.
I was thinking about 3 hours of boring Dragon Ball songs, because here almost all people is fan of Kageyama because of that... but NO. He and Endoh (and Cruz) singed Hagane no Messiah, SKILL, Neppu! Shippu! PSYBUSTER! (Cruz is a very good Mio xD), HEATS, GAROU, GaoGaiGar OP... and i really can't explain my nerdgasm. And also... It was in a very small place, and Endou looked me a lot (it's that or i'm so freaking nuts) he smiled at me and i blowed a kiss to him back... and he closed an eye and smiled !!! *faints*
I just wanted an autograph, but they were just signing the "official" posters of the event and original discs. Ryusei (the other Felipe) got his GONG! disc signed and... well, i don't have anything... and i didn't had cash to buy that poster... Tomorrow, i will try to get closer to them and get an autograph! ò_ó! (they're here tomorrow in an anime event too)

Oh and i'm still working on our Sailor Moon group... i'm up this late because i need to cast our stars for sunday and... well, i just got the mold today. I'm soooooo tired and sleepy... but i want to cast at least 4 of 8. And i have just ONE mold...

sorry for the drunk posting. i won the second place on the masquerade of Otakuton with my terrorist Kallen and i feel like heaven right now.ç
I'm so freaking drunk because we went to celebrate this and oh wow, i won something!!! i'm happy as hell!!!!!

tomorrow i'll post some pictures, i really felt 90% happy with muy costume nd all, ooooh goooood.... i'm happy,....  and i won a place to fight to go to Brazil next year!!!!! i want to go seeing Diego and Mauricio so BADLY!!!!.

 

and i'm so freaking drunk... my friends on PR took me tom celebrate at Marcelo's house and... owww... it's better yo sleep now than keep asleept

well, ty all for the support, i'm the best (chilean) Kallen to date, and i'm so freaking happy about that! one of those seiyuus in spanish VOTED FOR ME!b (the guy who does the voice of Goku)... How can I don't be happy?!

THANK YOU AlL WHO SUPPORTED ME AGAIN!!!!!!

(you really DON't KNOW how hard is to me writting on english when drunk xD)
 

Oh dear... i'm so tired... =_=
I think that i won't made this much exercise since i was on school X_x
long story short, my Sailor Moon group for Anime Festival in december (moon, mercury, mars, jupiter (me), venus, pluto, uranus, neptune, saturn) hoosed "21th century koi no senshi ja irarenai" to do our skit... I said: iiiik, i hate sera myu but... oh well, the song is catchy and we will be wearing the eternal fukus and not the xmass tree ones of the myu...

And i started to practise very early because i have two left feet and coreographs aren't a thing i can handle easy... so well, my first day of practise i fell that hard that now i have a pretty blue-green-turning-into-yellow bruise on my ass and i wasn't able to walk like a normal human being for 3 or 4 days X_x... today i practised again (with HIGH HEELS) and i'm doing it wrong!!!! i remember almost all the dancing but... MIRRORED! jeeezzz.... u.u my legs hurts...

the sad thing is that... i'm starting to like sera myu because of this =_=... now i want a flashy fuku too ;_______________; *snif*
almost Jupiter's looks like a real tree ohoho and i can use leaves too for my attacks!!!!.... u.u Im sad, aren't I?

now i think that Chibiusa's wig is AWESOME... and the girl is cute too ;_; i want one for meeeeeeee
So well, Tere (our venus, and the girl of the idea ¬¬) will lend me the dvd's of the myus... And i'm going to kill her because La Soldier's choreography is a fuckton easier than this one ;_;

Moral of the story: never say again thay something is bad if you didn't have watched it almost over 9000 times. You'll finish loving it.

No, our celebration isn't our independence day. It's just the day where patriots and other chilean born people, sons of spanish ones, signed the "we want to be a country independent of spain" letter. Chilean independence is in february, but nobody cares about that LOL.

So, happy sept. 18th for all!! I will eat like a pig today XP. That's what we do, eat bbq, empanadas and drink a lot, mainly "chicha" and "pipeño" (weird varieties of unfiltered grape wine).  we dance foreign ritms like reggaeton and cumbia instead of our traditional dance that's the "cueca" (so boring, full of rules and complex that nobody knows how to dance it well).

and i should be sleeping, tomorrow i need to wake up early...

After i got dissapointed of code geass, i started to download Gunbuster. It's a special title for me, because it was one of my first anime series ever... i watched it when i was like... 11 years old? and without subtitles. Anime was kinda hard to find here till the internet and the online fansubs, we don't have any official distributor for latin america (just for Brazil) and all what we got was in foreign languages. I remember a friend that had a credit card (also rare in that time) that ordered fansubs tapes from the US... And also the old VHS with spanish (from spain, not latino spanish, they're very different) dubs... and the weird names they used on the characters...

And yeah, back to topic, today i watched the 6th ova. it's amazing how an anime series THAT old can be still this good and enjoyable. Most enjoyable than every anime of this season at least (well, Soul Eater is funny and so quick, it's the kind of series i'd like to watch on tv)
It also dropped my expectatives on Macross Frontier. It's an obvious equation: songs < gigantic mecha that uses "mini" (compressed Jupiter is pure WIN) black holes when killing space bugs.

I want to see something epic... so, following my new "old animu is bettaaaahrrrrr", i will dowload Dangaioh too. That was also one of my first series...

this year was made of old animu. I rewatched galaxy express, arcadia of my youth, ideon and gunbuster. Felipe will lend me Dunbine soon.

and in other news...

tomorrow i will go with Fabian to buy resin :3!!!!!! he will carry my Yoko bracelets gems too (he already have all the materials), but our next goal is Miku. And after watching the video of Heza as Yoko... my god, i need to get on the eliptic bike SOON ;_; damn winter, i gained some pounds... and i don't look like putting Yoko now because of that  (not that much, just from 101 to  110... and my waist is now 25 instead of the 24 of the last summer...) damn winter foods and lazyness... (well, i stopped to exercise in the eliptic bike because a part of the floor fell to the basement in another room =s... i live in a 1st floor, and we have a big basement under us... and the floor is made of wood... you can't imagine how loud sounds the bike when i'm using it LOL)

And i was thinking... i will need to sacrifice the underboob ._. My bust weights just too much to look good in a triangle top. However, i will give it an opportunity. I have 2 mts. of red pleather after all (''.) (i bought that for STARBOOOBS xD) and i will made the black main part out from the same pleather i have for the hotpants. My only issue now is how to dye the glasses (me and my 3rd world country that DON'T have orange security glasses... i bought a translucid pair after walking HOURS and visiting each homestore i could...). Fabian suggested me to use a product that's used to perma-polish wooden floors, but there's nothing like that almost in Homecenter and Easy.

So, it's late and i'm already talking nonsense nanananana

byeee~

i stole this from Heza XP




Meer Campbell, Gundam Seed Destiny: She's introduced as Lacus Clyne, and she really believes that she is Lacus t the first, but... she's a very sad person in the inside. She is so happy and glompy and bouncy, but, he's really crying in the inside for beign loved not for what' she ir, but for beign another one. I'm the same, i have a hard cover that's always happy in the outside...She  just wanted to be loved for what she was, and the only one that could see the "real" Meer was Athrun. But she choosed the fake life instead of going with he to the archangel... to live with OMG TEH REAL LACUS! O_O (I would do the same xD, i'll never live with Lacus... she's EVIL)



Cagalli Yula Attha, Gundam Seed: Ok, she is the main base of my personality. Impulsive, strong, happy, a little tomboyish (i'm like that in my tastes, and i hang out with male friends the most) and feminish at the same time, but when i'm depressed, i turn into a potplant. i DO NOTHING, just cry and stay there, just as Cagalli in seed destiny. I can leave everything for the causes i think that are correct, just like she (leaving Athrun... *fangirl*)

I think that i love GS so much just because this two characters suits me too much...



Konata Izumi, Lucky Star: God, she's so nerd. I think that there's not so much people that can understand every joke in that series... (i should feel bad about this?) Is cosplayer too, and i love how she can put on the character (look at the cosplay cafe ep.), she also loves old  mecha series, because of her dad, and remembers every single word of old commercials (like me). Plays online games, is a little lazy, she prefeers to watch Haruhi at TV instead of doing her homework and tryies to introduce her non-anime fans friends into the world of anime, using them a little to reach her purposes. She's a 18 years old kid. I'm a 24 yrs old kid.



Makoto Kino/Sailor Jupiter, Sailor Moon: I)'ve always feel like she is. Since i was a child, i take her as a "model" to go. Again, she's strong, tomboyish and femenine at the same time, it's always alone, doesn't have too much friends (in the manga, just the girls and Motoki), she is very happy when is hanging out with them, but at the end of the day, she comes to an empty appartment,  living by her own. It seems sad, but I always wanted to have friends like the other sailors, but no. I'm still alone. With a lot of acquitances, but alone after all (i just have my BF...) AND ALSO, i was almost 4 years in love of my first BF, and i searched him everywhere. Every boy had  something alike to him.  Hopefully, that was like 5 years ago xD.



Kallen Kozuki/Stadtfeldt, Code Geass: hum... again, strong, tomboyish, yadayada... But she's an Ace pilot, and will fight to the end for what she believes is just. She could have a very quiet life if she choosed her stadtfeldt lineage, but no. She used that surname just to hide her real intentions, looking like a soft manered and sicly girl that's always absent of class due to that. Nobody in Ashford knows of her double life. Her motto is: It's better to die with honor that live in disgrace. Her devotion for Zero/Lelouch also it's like i love, i'm devoted to my lover. I could die defending him. Just as she. But her ideals are bigger and most important than a simple relationship. Again, it's better die with honor... She's a dreamer. She wants a world where beign japanese wasn't a shame but an honorific way to be named. And she's fighting for it.  Oh and i also love Ledouche ;_;







BONUS 



Noriko Takaya, Gunbuster: Hotblood should be her surname. An useless girl with the only merit of beign the daughter of a death in service captain of a spaceship that REALLY wanted to be a pilot, like her father. She doesn't have any piloting skills at the start, but she finishes beign one of the best pilots, by pure sweat, blood and tears. I can do whatever i want, even when i can't due my ton of sickness. I.e.: when i was 9, the school psychologist said that i would never learn to draw, or to cut straight or to do anything that implies fine detail, and also that i could never learn to ride a bike or to run because i have a lack of neurotransmisors that controls motricity. And by sweat, tears and blood, i've learn to draw, to ride bikes, to run without falling (i used to run with both legs at the same time when i was a kid LOL)  and now i've learned to cut fabric! and also to cut wigs and do little details with paint and paper clay. TAKE THIS, SCHOOL PSYCHOLOGIST!!!



hnm, i think that i need to learn to pilot... the only not pilot of my list is Konata xD, Meer also haves her own Zaku Warrior (i have it... it's ugly as hell xD, Zakus are meant to be green ò_ó... but i bought it just because of that xD)

Oh hai guise, long time no posting.

Well, my life is getting fixed day by day. My mom is now my sponsor for my new business: i'll start to make resin jewels :3. Tomorrow i'll go to buy the materials i can get here, and i already bought the molds out from ebay. So, i will start to make some bucks from jewels (the people here avoids resin like the plague, and i don't know why, it's easy to use, not so-fucking-expensive and pretty)

I was on my mom's house till today, and i tought a lot about my "cosplay life". I will start to do the things well from now, and focus in just one project. Like horses, i will put a blinker and just think, dream, eat, live and die for ONE costume at time. And i will take them randomly from my "to do" list (i have an excell sheet with my projects, with the things i already have and so, and it's just stupid. I have wigs that needs costumes, costumes that needs wigs, fabrics that need to be converted into costumes because i already have the wig and props.... i RAGED the last time i readed that sheet...)

talking with Fabián (yeah, the awesome prop-maker guy, that's my IRL friend, the one that made my sniper rifle for Yoko)  he suggested me to start with Miku. In a rush, i bought a base wig to make mine (because all my japanese contacts failed me and i couldn't get that zephyr set i wanted...) and we will start to make the circuits for the armwarmer's equalizators and all the blinking thinghies it will have (LED's AND EL TAPE AND WIRES AND BATTERIES EVERYWHERE!)

My IRL friends wants to do Rin and Len, maybe it's because of this that i choosed Miku. I don't like to cosplay alone... it seems to be my fate due my weird tastes in animu, you know, mecha isn't very popular between the common anime nerd...

in other  news, today i watched ep. 22 of code geass r2. and i hated it. I thinked on dropping the series, but there's just 3 eps. left... I'm sick of all the plot twisting and "i'm not completely death, i'm just barely injured" (LOL Monthy Python's Holy Grail).... and *turns fangirlism on* Kallen said farewell to Lelouch... and he said the same. C'mon, all r2 they were teasing us with that relationship!!!!! I would prefeer that Kallen died like Shirley than this shit.... It's very obvious that Lelouch feels something for Kallen, and well, Kallen already merged Lelouch and Zero and the feelings she had about them. 
*turns fangirlism off* and... hax jesus is... TOO MUCH HAX that it started to bother me. Ok, i could resist Kira's hax, but hax jesus... it's almost a god! he can't be damaged even with lances!! or guns, or geasses, or Kallen's GodFingerRocketPunch or whatever!

ok, i feel more relaxed now u.u... Watching Gunbuster again helped too. The first time i watched that anime i was 11? And this and Dangaioh made me like i am right now: a mecha nerd.
Noriko is just... awesome. COACH! is now in your head >:3
I'm becoming an old anime watcher... "all old anime is better than this new commercial shit" *raises cane in sign of protest*

Hi again people...

I'm at my mom's home, my health is stable because i'm taking vitamins and also don't taking risks... I have all settled up for my new job and just waiting for them to call and go. So, in a way or another, my life is taking it's course again.
Today, something weird happened. I told my mom (that's addicted to WoW, believe it) that a friend of mine wanted to do a costume of her night elf. And she said: "Hey! i'll PAY you if you put on MY Blood elf!!!" At first i was like O_o, but then i lol'd (xD). So, the next step is MY MOM'S blood elf XP... When i lived with her, i hide my costumes out of her sight because she hated cosplay, the "stupid money spending" and so.... and now she's going to PAY ME to cosplay Dalilah xD. she took a lot of screenshots and she's going to send them to my email. Almost is a mage, so i don't need to make complex armors, just paint fabric like mad and/or buy a lot of golden pleather to make the details.

And that's it. I putted on sale my old costumes in the cosplay LJ because here nobody wants to expend money buying an already made costume O_o... and i'm selling them SO cheap here. But oh well, i hope i have more luck on LJ.

I'm going to sleep now. Thanks for reading ^^ and i hope you're all fine.